gone

so why would you stay if it's killin' us both just to be here?

there's no more room to grow and you won't find yourself 'til you leave me

it's a beautiful world outside these walls and i love you too much

to hold you down with my light shine and it's blinding you

so g'on, get away, leave me be

'cause i don't wanna see your face around here

now don't complicate it

i don't have it in me to hate you

i was meant to be your freedom

i just want to be your faerie

and i try to teach you

but i can only stay for one more day then i am

gone, get away, leave me be

'cause i don't wanna see your face around here

there ain't nothing here for you if you stay

and it's hard to hear myself say "go away"

instead of "baby please stay just one more day"

i barely have the strength to leave you

and you don't wanna be with me

so go on, and leave me alone

revisited one of my favorite songs after a few years ... Esthero has one of the most astounding female voices, and it's unfortunate she does not get as much recognition as she deserves.

it's been a crazy night. and to think i was gonna go out tonight ... good thing i didn't.

school first.

wtfeezyyy. i effin' LOVE how things fall into place. i love the rollercoaster of stress and de-stressing. i love how determined i have been at getting my future figured out. and i hope beyond hope that i will continue feeling this way so i can ace my classes this semester, get myself qualified for Singapore, and go psychotically insaneeeee. yeah, yeah, yeahs!

will be turning in my double major declaration tomorrow now that it's signed off.(:

i've also decided to take a step back from breakdancing until i get caught up/be on good standing in all my classes. it bums me out, but school comes first. though it doesn't hurt to party a little every weekend! hahah missing the fams at home, who btw, sent me an e-mail of support for my decisions <3 i will now leave this be and jump on those midterm book reviews! whattup thoughh.

been on this shit for weeks thanks to Anthony (:

sure thing

"even when we're down to the wire, baby, even when it's do or die, we can do it simple and plain 'cause this love is a sure thing ..."

so i gave up facebook for lent.

I always make plans, but I do know that they don't always work out. This is one of those times. But unfortunately, it is a huge plan; it was my final plans as an undergrad, and it shut down on me. big time. Now, I'm back to the drawing board, crossing my fingers, hoping that something will turn out okay for me.

On the bright side, I'm loving life as it is: the busy schedule, the academic work (despite how disgustingly rigorous it is), the time I spend working with youth, the anything&everything about it. And I'm loving all the new music I've been discovering thanks to people like Jesse Huynh & Anthony Jazzy McSnazzy. (;

Alright, check all this nonsense if anyone reads my blogs. I'm outskie.

I got this through Matt Blesse's facebook; it's an article/blog thing which entails the analogies written in essays by high school students around the nation. It seriously cracked me up when I was having a pretty random bad night: 56 worst/best analogies

Newest discovery from Mister Jesse Huynh. now addicted to the artist like a heroin fiend.

Lastly, for the past month, this site has been my electro savior with it's ridiculous mixes.

http://thisisje.blogspot.com
Click here to download one of my favorite mixes by JE