Life's been full of dramatic breakdowns for me... I went on a two hour drive earlier just to calm my nerves, but in result, I now have less time to study. I'm at a point in my life in which I would have never pictured myself. And no, this is not a good implication either. I've lost the meaning to strong and independent. Self-loving and unconditional giving. I guess I never saw it coming. I feel like I went all in, but the poker hand wasn't good enough. And then I decided to gamble with time, resulting in a loss of chips I didn't even have. I'm so in debt. I need to pay it all back before I can start moving again ... but what if I don't want to move?
On a much lighter note, there are some wonderful and beautiful people in my life; and one of those people is Miss Diana Chandara. And it's not the same without the lovely Lena(r) Tran, but SASCerade was quite a night.
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